she is beautiful
one of a kind...unkind
yet special in her own way.
hard to handle
but so easy to love and be around every single
day.
she is the moon that lights up my darkest days
the star the guides me when i am lost
in the desert of my own madness
after walking astray.
she is the crown i wear
before a crowd that wishes
i were dead.
i am victorious although miserable
in my own head.
son, i am the gun
and you are my bullet
that made your mom explode
and come undone like a puzzle.
we are one and the same
that is why we must both wear a muzzle,
but you are the only one to blame
which is why i must test my muscle on you...
it is the only way to undo
what i have done,
redemption for all except one...
the tumor we call an accident.
unintentional damage upon the one i love
i must amend.
In heaven, all the small children
play in a field of daisies
made up of tissue paper...
In hell they play in a pit of fire
with pitch forks, knives and razor blades.
where are my shades?
i think i might be spending some time
in the latter.
Even the mad hatter,
wishes upon a shooting star
because fallen angels are the most attractive
centerpiece for any table no matter how sane you are.
emptiness is feeling blue,
in a pink parade of happy faggots
where black and white get high on glue
and tiny pills that resemble maggots.
life has been beer and skittles
for way too long...
the same ol' tune and angry voice
playing back in my ol' favorite song.
"Rock 'n' Roll some stranger down the hill"
when we are drunk off our ass,
is a game that we play when sipping liquor
and smoking grass.
but its all the same,
nothing but fun and games
that have grown old way too quick.
don't know what else to do,
now that blue has turned
It's back on me making me sick?
love is a bullet hole by Jaime-kendrick, literature
Literature
love is a bullet hole
love is a bullet hole
in the swollen chest of comedy.
we laugh together in the face of tragedy,
because nothing is real...i can hardly even feel
anything at all anymore.
the heart is a door
we often use as an exit only,
because what lies deep within us is just so ugly.
the greatest escapist in the world
has never been me...
i am better at concealing the truth.
Cut the apple in two,
and even though there is no way
of knowing who it belonged to,
consume it all...so you can be complete again.
the "heart" to your hole,
that cavity in your bony chest that swallows us whole.
maybe then you will at least pretend
you love me...i doubt it though.
i grow thinner by the hour,
just another treat that you'll devour.
suck the blood out of me
until i am dry and empty...completely devoid of a soul.
My dear Alice,
you are my wonderland
and i am nothing more than a plastic soldier on
a heap of sand but never the one and only grain.
don't mind taking me into consideration,
or it will drive you insane because this philosophical question
will be argued without end.
i will fight for you without cause,
until the day i make you my lovely spouse.
which really isn't a big thing,
because i benefit from you and you will eventually benefit from your loss.