Godsent angel

Take me, rape me, and then break me
Are you the one who's been sent to Save me from myself?
You can't stop this inner decay,
I've been on a head trip since last december or may?
I can't remember.
But it's ok, because you are here
My godsent angel come to save me from myself.
Who am i?
I am whatever you want me to be,
I'm all out of ideas...a dead and dried up tree.
Who am i?
Well, who are you?
My little godsent angel come to split me into two?
The good and the bad have never gotten along
but they are all i have, I am the worse and the wrong
And the jester that makes you laugh.
But I would advice you to hide your toungue before i cut it in half.