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In my headshe is beautiful
one of a kind...unkind
yet special in her own way.
hard to handle
but so easy to love and be around every single
she is the moon that lights up my darkest days
the star the guides me when i am lost
in the desert of my own madness
after walking astray.
she is the crown i wear
before a crowd that wishes
i were dead.
i am victorious although miserable
in my own head.
unintentionalson, i am the gun
and you are my bullet
that made your mom explode
and come undone like a puzzle.
we are one and the same
that is why we must both wear a muzzle,
but you are the only one to blame
which is why i must test my muscle on you...
it is the only way to undo
what i have done,
redemption for all except one...
the tumor we call an accident.
unintentional damage upon the one i love
i must amend.
In heavenIn heaven, all the small children
play in a field of daisies
made up of tissue paper...
In hell they play in a pit of fire
with pitch forks, knives and razor blades.
where are my shades?
i think i might be spending some time
in the latter.
Even the mad hatter,
wishes upon a shooting star
because fallen angels are the most attractive
centerpiece for any table no matter how sane you are.
Ill kill youit hurts daddy...(sobbing,) please stop i don't like it!!
you are the worst of all
the people around me.
i really thought you were here to protect me?
i guess i was wrong...maybe i was a bad kid
and needed some guiding all along
come punish me one way or another!!!
after all!!!!!you are my father and you must know what is right
i am too young too know anything at all!!!!
but why is it that i feel this anger and hatred inside me
i will someday kill you, slowly...with my own hands till i pop
one of your lungs...
emptiness is blueemptiness is feeling blue,
in a pink parade of happy faggots
where black and white get high on glue
and tiny pills that resemble maggots.
life has been beer and skittles
for way too long...
the same ol' tune and angry voice
playing back in my ol' favorite song.
"Rock 'n' Roll some stranger down the hill"
when we are drunk off our ass,
is a game that we play when sipping liquor
and smoking grass.
but its all the same,
nothing but fun and games
that have grown old way too quick.
don't know what else to do,
now that blue has turned
It's back on me making me sick?
dreamstatecandles shiver, too bright to brave
fading into night and their delicate
pin tip wicks flicker-flash,
dancing in the ocean-tide winds
betraying the presence of
your ghostly breath
you sneak in like a whisper
(you didn’t use to be so quiet)
but now you tip-toe, weaving fog across
mirror edges in my mind and
you are just a moment
past midnight; three (strike.. strike.. strike..)
it is too late to resurrect you
the love-linger of your warm skin
atop mine or revive our
skewed dependent cycle of your
breath in my crushed rose lungs or relive
memories more faded than
darling, it is too late, let me sleep;
I’ll dream of you anyways
A mystery for twoLet me put my words away
I want to express myself
To speak in a a way only you can understand
Just trust me
The more I yell the less you'll hear
And these matters - well, I do believe they ought to be crystal clear
Believe me, silence is the key
Now close your eyes and reach for me
No, do not touch me
Just be close and fell the heat
Count the tic-tac of my irregular heartbeat
Really, words tend to get in the way
I say this, you think that - we go separate ways
Let's keep things simple
I'll avoid your gaze
You're too amazing for me to keep up
Call me shy or call me crazy
There's one more secret I'd like to share with you
I hope I made you feel like you're special
If you focus you'll find a connection
If you don't trust me or don't believe me, you will see
These things I've never said or did - for you from me
YouYou are my why
You are why I want to be here
You are why I love this place
And every day when i see your face
You brighten each day
When you say hello to me
But I cant tell you
How could I tell you
Just what you mean to me
But I cant just leave it be
So I write this for you
With all my sad and sorrow
With hope that tomorrow
My heart wont ache
And my heart wont cry
That this longing will be gone
So my soul can rest once more
But it wont work
Because without you, I'm lost
Without you,I'm like a cold frost
But with you here
I have nothing to fear
And I hate to say it
Because then it's true
I love you.
Beautiful Constellation (The Fault In Our Stars)And this has nothing to do
Though you feel like one to me
And I know nothing is really "okay"
But saying it makes me feel infinite
Belongs to us
Though it never really did
And though you are out of touch
You are mine all the same
I would dare to let death go
Though you say it's inevitable
And I always imagined a perfect ending
But perfect does not exist
And my thoughts are stars I can't fathom into constellations
Because nothing makes sense to me
And even "us" doesn't make sense to me
Death doesn't make sense to me
It's all a broken reverie
But I still love you
You are my angel
Though this is not really about angels
Because angels come and go
You are here with me in this infinite moment
And we will both die shortly
Death is only waiting for us to give up
And we both have nothing
But the fault in our stars
And the fault in our stars
Does not exist
Though some say
That it is hardly ever our fate that makes us underlings,
TouchI don't want to get used to the words you whisper in my ear
Or breathlessly sigh into my mouth
I don't want to get used to the touches that you give me when sun hasn't rised yet
And the touches you give me just before I fall asleep
I want it so my cheeks blush either bright red or turn pale in the cold air
So that my hair flies in the unforgiving wind and passionate fire burns my skin
So that I never forget what your true love feels like
And how much damage your anger can do to my soul
I want you so badly to suprise me like you did that cold morning
Planting kisses like flowers on my cheeks
And carrying me through the colorful meadows for two hours
I don't want to get used to you.
Home is Wherever I'm With YouThumping hearts speaking in the silence of the night,
Your skin tingles under my fingertips
And I feel at home.
Twirling a soft, midnight strand of your hair,
Your gentle eyes illuminate a song of happiness
Breathing my words of devotion in your ear to you and only you,
I feel at home.
Protecting you from the thorns of life,
Convincing you that you shine brighter than any star in God’s sky,
I feel so alive with you by my side.
Invested in you and only you,
I feel the warmth of your body in my embrace,
And I’m home.
Sunlight VS. ShadowsDarling,
I love you
I love the way you laugh
When I say something funny without trying
The way you smile
Although you don't do that often
The way you try to romance me
With those silly, adorable pickup lines
You always seem to make me blush
You always have a way to make me smile
But now you have her...
Another girl you really like
Another sun to light up your world
Is her sunlight brighter than mine?
Is my light fading on you?
But I'm happy for you
I really am...
I'm glad you have someone to make you smile
I'm happy someone can make you laugh more than I do
I wish you good luck
I'll wish upon that shooting star
For you to have a better life
With that girl who will actually be there for you
I'm better sinking into the shadows
Shall I just move on?
Shall I fade into the night?
Where I will be hidden forever?
It's not like I have a chance
Or anyone else
So please, my love
Will you answer these questions for me?
Shall I leave or stay?
Shall I move on with the feelings
let us be that kindlet me giggle under your nose kisses and
curl up next to you under an unimaginably cozy blanket and
watch your sweet face slowly submit to slumber under the blue TV glow
like a child
let me tug on your clothes and tell you i don't like them, so take them off
and kiss hard and love with dreamy eyes like you're the first star i've ever seen in my life
and decide it's okay that i have roots here, i love Oregon and i never take big chances or challenge myself
like the teenager i am
let us bat eyes at each other down the aisle
and cherish a home finally without other people
and know it's okay that there are hard times, we are stronger than doubts
like the man and woman we aren't yet
let our love make us old and make us beautiful
and our flame only dim by age and
say goodbye in the in the morning when i go to the market
but really mean goodbye when i hear you exhale for the last time
like the ones who never gave up
DADACherry-flavored liquid candy
Gave me many, many, many maybes but nothing certain.
Confused to the point of absurdity,
DADA is my forte.
Ride your hobby horse in the living room
Of your parent's home,
I am immoral but mortal so don't worry...just kill me.
I will love you more if you promise to break my bones
Because this abuse is just so normal.
Perfumed kisses make me Ill,
Nothing is real except for this growing desire
In me to seek and kill...
mechanici want to kiss every aching wound you have,
bandage your heart every time it bleeds,
and patch up your mind over and over
because not a single tear deserves to fall
from your brandy-drenched eyes
but this dripping heart of mine can only feel
and the healing honey words it flames get caught
in the back of my throat and on the roof of my mouth
so i only have these passionate guttural cries
to tell you that i care all too much
and in order to fix you up again,
i would need to tear myself to tatters
and trade all of my working parts
for your leftover, fading pieces
but i just haven’t figured out how.
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